By specific, I mean not general fears like fear of heights or spiders.

  • RussA
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    1 day ago

    I appreciate that, thanks! There are two big problems that I’d have with self-medicating. Trying to actually obtain medication that is “clean” and not mixed with other bad stuff (while also trying to navigate the legal issues that could come with it - landing in prison would certainly not do well with my condition…) and then despite all of the medical knowledge that I’ve picked up from being in and out of hospitals, seeing various doctors, etc - I won’t pretend that this knowledge comes even close to understanding all of the inherent risks of said medications, and interactions that can come up from other adjacent medications I take. Hell, sometimes the doctors don’t even do a good job at screening this, and it comes down to the pharmacist warning me “Hey, we show that you’re taking X and Z, the new Y medication your doctor prescribed can conflict with this. Are you sure they’re aware you’re taking X and Z?”. It would seem that even doctors who go through the entire process of becoming a doctor can be bad at this particular (but very important) bit pharmacology - so I’m not sure what chance I’d have at being any better 😅

    (Of course, I always make sure my doctors are aware of what I’m taking - the list is large, but I keep track of it very well)

    So that kinda just leaves going the “proper” route of this, and unfortunately like other controlled substances, doctors (at least here in the US) get antsy if you even briefly suggest it and are quick to then label you as drug seeking. Then the next problem is trying to get a doctor who is even authorized to prescribe you that kind of medication - a lot of the practices over here have rules that prohibit their doctors from prescribing those substances even if they think its in your best judgment. AFAIK this is because of malpractice insurance, the FDA’s tight grip over it, and other factors that are just out of their control. It is something that is probably worth me trying if nothing else than to rule it out as a potential treatment vector, but as it is, I don’t really have a way to explore it sadly (in a safe manner that is).