Wmill [they/them, fae/faer]

Grind never ends that’s why they call me Windmill

Went from taking shots of tequila through out the day to shots of apple cider vinegar, never give up chat you to can be on my level

Dream missed connections: you were the jacked kangaroo lady from my dreams I was the slightly bigger than you cubby guy who was helping you empty those bags of shells on the plastic tables for the rest of the class. I miss you please astral project me back your tragic back story moved me and I thought you were cute 🥺

this is the way

When I feel the evil about to take hold of me I simply eat a big bowl of oatmeal the day I run out I pray for my immortal soul.

It just cost 50 cents to play and a trip to Seattle

I’ve just learned of the simpsons colonoscopy arcade game and needed to say

Watching the flintstones movie made me realize how hard gender must have been back in the day, oh you wanna put on some foundation gotta pull out your 40 lbs stone compact from your 100 lbs bag you carry around. Some of y’all would not make it but I’m built different.

While you were eating shrimp with the wimps I was a mobster for a lobster

Getting the urge to be more visibly queer actually, if I’m gonna be disappeared in my forsaken country for being too brown might as well go out on my own terms

Current plan is watching Trump get disposed of when he wrecks the economy, I’m thinking it like that one business plot coup 100 years ago that or one of his maga people take him out. Either way I don’t see anything getting better can’t leave the US and if I could I don’t know if I can abandon my family for them to face what violence comes next alone. Taking all my willpower not to slip into hedonistic stress relief 😮‍💨 I won’t give in this too shall pass

I don’t wanna acknowledge the passage of time tho

liberals wanna be the pmc over minorities while Republicans wanna expel and jail the compromise they get is jailing minorities and contracting slave labor, I really hate this country

Watching a vid on adventure 1 story chronically ordered. Honestly I love the adventure format of story telling but it always left me a bit confused whenever these games make you play through all the sonic levels before you unlock the rest of the stories. I know of a mod for adventure 2 that fixes the order weaving hero and dark together but none for adventure 1 one so this is cool

Corn husks are getting harder to find now at least where I went. Been watching more Hasan and he mentioned prob in a month the stores are gonna be empty, that and with how embolden ICE has been getting lead me to believe violence is just gonna be going up against minorities so I’m worried. still just sucks is all

I’m stealing this for next time I do some lore building in my ttrpg I’m working on

Gonna propose we keep all YouTubers in suspended animation looks wise, I don’t wanna see what amounts to my favorite characters look different as the years go by that shouldn’t be allowed. Before anyone suggest just watching vtubers I’m gonna say no thank you

Looking into more training to make me stand out in applications found one that starts in late June. 8 weeks of study that amounts to a small job 2 towns over but hoping it’ll help me. If that and my forklift cert don’t help idk what, maybe joining a union could help but most of them even further than me. Been getting by with plasma donations but I hate it, 8 donations got me roughly a week of wages so starting to hate that.

I’d like to start my life with a stable job but nope. Feeling pretty hopeless and to top it off ATM at my bank ate my money yesterday so need to fight on Monday to see wtf happened. I’m expecting to get fucked there since I’m on a roll on bad luck

Been getting through the frozen dark souls 2 dlc and liking it. Managed to get to the boss and got trounced so exploring the rest of the dlc for help is pretty good incentive. Also adore the invader in this level, disguising as a barrel was great lmao seeing him go up the stairs slowly

Powerful vibe, feels nice until you start shivering