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2 days agocw sex, kink
Impact play is a type of kink that involves, well, impact. Everything from spanking to paddling to flogging to whipping to more. An impact top/dom inflicts impact on the bottom/sub
lilypad [she/her, pup/pup's]
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Cake day: October 26th, 2023
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cw sex
Talking to a femme impact top… Shes hot chat, i hope it works out ^^
Went to a show last night that fucking killllleeeedddddd they were so good!
keep up the posting comrades
That reminds me i really need to get nes mascara
Thats the thing, i used to be good (or at least decent) at liquid liner. But i just did tightliner for the last while and lost my hard earned skills! I went back to the mirror and made it work tho (but it took me 45 minutes lol)
Like, i just want to be able to do this! Why can I never do this well!? I cam do tightliner but thats like it i know makeup isnt in any way a deciding factor of womanhood but good lord i feel like such an abject failure as a woman when I cant even do fucking simple wings
I tried to do my eyeliner today and failed miserably
I just want to be pretty and hot tonight (im going to a show) but instead my eyes are angry at me 
If they added foxgirl emotes id be over the moon
Posting posting posting, keep those trans folks posting
Update: still understimulated and fucking wired like so goddamn.up but incapable of doing anything. I hate my brain i hate my brain make my brain be normal please
Contacted a therapist today. Please be proud of me
The yearning goes hard. I really want that closeness, and struggle so much with it. How did you make peace with not having that?
cw si
God my brain really doesnt like me lateley. I just feel like theres no point to anything, there is only pain and downward mobility ahead. I wasnt made for this world and i want to leave now. Its days like today that are the reason i dont own a gun, but days like today make me want one so bad.
On top of that i just feel broken. I cant be truly vulnerable with anyone. Its all fake. I can never let anyone see their actions caused me pain because that will cause them pain (thanks for that non-traumatic long term trauma mom). But pretending that they dont hurt me will just end in me eating a 12ga.
Edit: im feeling a bit better now
cw meeting people from apps and communication issues because texting sucks
I hate texting. Its a terrible medium for getting to know someone. Always worrying if im being to blunt/direct or not blunt/direct enough… Never able to gauge the others reaction accurately… Anyway check back in tomorrow to see if ive completely fumbled things with this femme impact top. Shes hot chat, shes cool and bikes around to bookshops! Heres hoping my dry ass texting didnt turn her off the idea of some pickup play together.