I finally got some stuff done around the house, raked all the leaves, lots of cleaning, changing out my RO filters, need to do the house ones today, as they seem to be done messing with the water lines. Should probably drain the water heater too, I guess…

Got some oyster and shiitake mushroom grows going, experimentally. Probably won’t work, we’ll see.

My adhd says this is a lie. If I’m not good at something the first time, I’m bad at it and there’s nothing I can do about that. Ever.

(Yes I know my brain lies to me, but it also takes shortcuts which directly lead to failure, so it isn’t entirely wrong, just right for the wrong reasons… and when it doesn’t take shortcuts it gets stuck in the planning loop and never progresses, because then it might fail…)

Edit: wait. Wait. I understand the point of this post now… damnit.

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