I met someone on discord last year, and I don’t quite have the words to describe the lead up. One minute we were gaming and the next minute I was in their apartment 1200 miles away, but like I said, the feelings were unreal and I can’t imagine ever finding anything like it again. Ngl a part of me feels like it will forever be pretty empty. Didn’t really scratch the surface of how much it meant to me but yeah, sometimes it’s hard to ever imagine moving on. Sucks

  • ButtBidet [he/him]@hexbear.net
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    3 days ago

    I felt this too, comrade. It took me a long time to get over my ex, and I was stuck on really little shit for a long time. I didn’t have any adults in my life teaching me how to cope, nor a loving family to fall back on. But things moved on and I feel stronger and smarter for what happens.

    I’m sorry that being in the moment feels really terrible, tho.

    • Hohsia [any]@hexbear.netOP
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      2 days ago

      Appreciate it <3 glad to hear I’m not alone though. Feel kinda silly about grieving over something that didn’t even last a year though so there are conflicting feelings showing themselves in a way