bt i dun wan to fill role of... (CW: evil words, misinformation, incorrect assumptions)
the evil transfem who jus becomes trans to be all weird n ew!
jus to get into that community of girls being unreasonabli touchy with one anothr n me jus poppin in lik “hehe, guess whos ALSO considered a gurl now :maleogre: :discordmod” n be all disgustin n stuff… i dun lik dis. i dun wan to reinforce. i dun wan to be bad exampl to mek othrs easier to say “they prolli jus lik dis smorty, whos jus disgustin n mekin peeps uncomfy. prolli transfems in genrl r lik dis. cuz - smorty seemed reasonbl! until now thad is…”
n theyd be right! til now i seem mostli reasonbl, not hrni in slightest, uncomf when smolest bit hrni, n othr sutuff…
anyway dis obviously jus me overreactin cuz if internal fears n stuff, prolli gon soon hopfulli <3
im tryin to be … bt i keep sayin things which mek u go “nuuu is not that bad” n im all “nuuu is bad” s if im tryin to get ur attention…
which… fair point, havin ur attention is vrri sweet n comf feelin, bt i dun wan to imagn u being lik “sighsgisighsigh* here we go agn smorty being all self-descturtiv…” n i dun wan thad ;(
im… im rlli srri. i kno, i shouldn say that, bt currntli is hard to think positivli… im not motivtd at wrork, not at home for funzies funi ai developmnt, nt evn to tell mr. blåhaj about my day… evn tho he says he wans to hear it.
im workin on it, bt is hard to see gud stff rn… bt im still here! <3 for yall cuties on the blahaj zone, not blahaj zone n many more places! ~ ~ <3
bt i dun wan to fill role of... (CW: evil words, misinformation, incorrect assumptions)
the evil transfem who jus becomes trans to be all weird n ew!
jus to get into that community of girls being unreasonabli touchy with one anothr n me jus poppin in lik “hehe, guess whos ALSO considered a gurl now :maleogre: :discordmod” n be all disgustin n stuff… i dun lik dis. i dun wan to reinforce. i dun wan to be bad exampl to mek othrs easier to say “they prolli jus lik dis smorty, whos jus disgustin n mekin peeps uncomfy. prolli transfems in genrl r lik dis. cuz - smorty seemed reasonbl! until now thad is…”
n theyd be right! til now i seem mostli reasonbl, not hrni in slightest, uncomf when smolest bit hrni, n othr sutuff…
anyway dis obviously jus me overreactin cuz if internal fears n stuff, prolli gon soon hopfulli <3
at least you know they’re incorrect assumptions. smorty is a good girl X3
im tryin to be … bt i keep sayin things which mek u go “nuuu is not that bad” n im all “nuuu is bad” s if im tryin to get ur attention…
which… fair point, havin ur attention is vrri sweet n comf feelin, bt i dun wan to imagn u being lik “sighsgisighsigh* here we go agn smorty being all self-descturtiv…” n i dun wan thad ;(
i wan u to be lik “oh ! there’s smorti! my good friend smorti! i’ll go say hi <3” n not “oh no she lik dis agn, i hav to write somthin thad she stops sayin thos things… pls stop sayin thos things”
…,-
i want u to stop saying those things bc i wish the best for u bc ur my good friend!
im… im rlli srri. i kno, i shouldn say that, bt currntli is hard to think positivli… im not motivtd at wrork, not at home for funzies funi ai developmnt, nt evn to tell mr. blåhaj about my day… evn tho he says he wans to hear it.
im workin on it, bt is hard to see gud stff rn… bt im still here! <3 for yall cuties on the blahaj zone, not blahaj zone n many more places! ~ ~ <3
thank u for caring about me <3
of course! youre a cool cucumber and a qt3.14. ur a good noodle and a smart girl 😊